Thank you so much boys

Dear Harry, Liam, Niall, Louis, and Zayn,

Thank you so much making 2015 (as well as 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, and 2014) the best years of my life. I still can't believe that I've been a fan for 5/6 years. Even though there has been so many rumors over the years (that were/are crazy) "but we always find a way to make it out alive". I always find it weird that you guys say that you thank us enough for all that we have done for you, but I could never thank you guys enough for all that you have done for me. I can't forget to thank you as well Zayn, (even if you aren't in the band anymore), I still want to thank you for showing me that I can do what ever I put my mind to. I aslo want to say that I will always support you no matter what. So thank you boys so much for all that you have done and I can't thank you enough for that. I love you boys so much and you mean the world to me. I know you probably get a million things like this, but I honestly don't know what kind of person I would be if it wasn't for you guys. I know hard it's going to be for me to survive without you (Harry, Liam, Louis and Niall) singing live. I remember how excited o wa when I got a chance to see you guys live. It was the best feeling in the world. I honestly can't wait for when you guys start preforming again. And I can't forget to mention how excited I am to hear Zayn's first album. It's crazy to me that I'm writing this for you boys to read, but i you have been part of my life for almost 6 years and you have me though so much shit that has happened. Either it was something that happened at school or something that happened in my family. When I lost people from an illness I turned your songs on and I felt better knowing that I turn you guys to make me laugh when I need it, make me feel as if there is someone who will love me even if you have no idea who I am or how I much you guys mean to me. I honestly tell you that when I write something to you guys I start crying because what I'm writing is 100% honestly. I know you may never see this if you do if think about how many life's you guys gave change in the world. Me and my best friend where talking one day and we where trying to think what our life's would be like if you where never apart of our life's. The crazy thing is that we couldn't. I could never thank you boys enough for all that you do. I love you so much.